Ahhh Singapore, it’s been so long!

Between 1994-1998, my family lived in Singapore, and I attended elementary school there. To me, those were the days I have the fondest memories of: playing mermaid at my best friend’s pool, making sand castles during recess, playing video games with the best friends, and roller blading with the neighborhood kids. When we moved to Washington, in 1998, those were the memories I held onto and were the ones I looked forward most to revisiting. Who knew that it would be another decade before I would go back and see my friends again? Sometimes life happens and time just passes by much too quickly. In the decade I had spent away from Singapore, all those memories became so distant and blurred that I couldn’t tell if they were from a dream or from things that actually happened.
After 11 years living in the U.S., I’ve finally made my way back to the place I considered my childhood home. However, although a few of my friends were still in Singapore, everything had changed so much that nothing was the same. It’s strange to go back to a place you remember so clearly and yet not recognize anything. I was so relieved when my best friend (the first friend I made in Grade 1!) brought me to her place and I found out that she still lived at the same apartment complex she lived in when we were kids; all of the old memories came flooding back! The pool we used to play in religiously was still there (although, I remember it being bigger), and all of the sidewalks we roller bladed on hadn’t changed. Seeing her parents was really such a joy too; for years I considered her mother to be my second mom, and I used to practically live at her house.

Besides spending as much time as possible with my old friend and her family, one of the things I really wanted to do while in Singapore is revisit my old elementary school. A large portion of what I remembered were set in the playground and classrooms of the International School of Singapore, and I really wanted to see if it too had changed as much. When I took the MRT (subway) to Orchard station and walked up the road to the school, I was overwhelmed with emotion. The sidewalk had the same crooked cracks in them and, when I walked up the corner and the school came into view, all of the little kids were running around, just like I used to do. They were wearing the same uniforms, white shirt with dark purple shorts, with big I-S-S letters printed on the back of their shirts. Everything flooded back and, to be honest, I started to cry. I became this blubbering lady in the hallway, with little kids walking past me and staring.

With the exception of the cover, the paintings on the ground, and some of the toys, everything was exactly the same.
I waited until all of the kids went back into the classrooms before I wandered onto the playground; I was astonished at how small it looked. With the way I used to sprint across the blacktop, the whole playground seemed gigantic to me. Now, it took me not even a minute to walk from one end to the other.
After my time at my elementary school, I also made my way to the ISS high school campus. While I spent Grade 2-4 at this campus, the ISS high school campus used to include the elementary school, and I spent my first year there. I met my best friend Ambreen in Grade 1, and that was where my memories of Singapore really started to take hold. Because I had only spent one year there when I was six years old, I could only remember the very very large and loooong staircase leading up the hill to campus (it took my little legs forever to climb them), my first grade classroom, and the small terrace I used to play in during recess. My brother attended high school there, so I’m sure he must remember a lot more about the school than I do.

The long staircase up the hill

This is the terrace where, in Grade 1, while I was flying a paper kite I had made, I fell and scraped my upper lip. I still have the scar from it.
Today is my last full day in Singapore and, once again, time has flown by much too quickly. I’m really sad to be leaving again, but I know it won’t take another 11 years for me to come back. Although I have half of my Southeast Asian trip left to go, I already know that my time spent here will be my favorite. It was such an important part of my early life that after I left I felt like there were some questions left unanswered. What if I had never moved from Singapore to the states? What would everything have been like? By coming here, I have been able to finally close some old chapters and get the answers I needed to start some new ones. I graduate next June, and I can’t wait to see what new wonderful chapters may open.

Best friends since first grade

ISS International School, Elementary class from 1994-1998